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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

On my own?


So here I am, I am cruising through my second year since I figured out I wasn't deserving of the life I was trapped in. I live in a lovely place with a private lake and the townhouses are painted in creamy yellows with green shutters. There are fragrant tropical plants all through the neighborhood, and the ducks and seagulls add their distinctive calls to those of the mockingbirds and brightly colored finches. I have a comfortable little home here, with a roomy patio my dogs enjoy and sunshine streaming through the windows and brightening the creamy yellow walls. I am happy here. I have a few friends I don't see as much as I would like to, my family lives just 5 miles down the road and I am lounging on my Aunts couch probably more often than she would like me to. My brilliant and eccentric young niece lives with me right now, the sunshine pales next to her and her bright and frequent laughture. She will go home to her mother in about a month and honestly, I'll loose a good portion of my happiness when she goes, I get lonely too easily.
I have plans though, for my future, which I will brighten, of a small business centered around my strengths and talents. I am a writer, I always have been, the keyboard is a good friend of mine. When I can get past the cobwebs and interference of my own mental mailstroms, I can spill out a multitude of well organized and phrased things on any subject that strikes my fancy. It is a God given talent I've spent my life trying to step around or over. I am also, through a life of hardwon experience, an expert in canines, nutrition and behavior. That in itself is not so terribly uncommon, but what I also am is empathetic and intuitive with people. I love people, and I want both them and animals to be happy, so, I plan to use that, have a great idea for a good and unique business that puts my talents and experience to work for me.